Want to say something, but nothing!

I quit from my last job, I determined myself, not the company cut me!

I am not sure if the decision right or not till today. I could not sleep well for serval years. I alway waked up in the middle night. Sometimes it was one or two o'clock, sometimes might be a little bit later. I fell my heathy was terrible at that time.

So I thought I should had to rest for a while and then I quit from the company. But the economic is bad. There are through of people lost their jobs. A lot of people need to find a new job for living.

I could not find my new job till now.

And my life is going bad because there will be something wrong with my girl. May be we should finish our relationship from now on. I really have no idea.

You know what? I want to live as the old paint as below.  Not so much money but I will have some friends. We will have a life that not so busy, not so crazy!

I just want to say something for I don't know who I can say to!

Thank god today is a sunny day!